i dont even know what the date is today. all i know is today going to docs. i have so much to talk about. soon i have to go to the foot and toe doctor about my old ingrown toenail and the toenail is cracked and the paint ugh. i dunno. i just had a java smoothie. it had 8 oz of milk, the instant coffee (vanilla), 1 cup of vanilla ice cream and i added 3 tablespoons of chocolate syrup. it was delicious. there's nothing to drink in this house grrness. i noticed if i have my favorite water from walmart and i have one big bottle or 2 a day i will NOT eat as much as i normally do. so whenever i start a diet im gonna buy a million of them so i can stock up. and their only 58 cents a bottle. freaking awesome. so i am getting a book today to read up on this diet. i will see what i have to do and etc. than i might take this challenge they have. so it will be fun. (you could win money) lol! hm... i woke up today at 945 to help my sister with ordering tickets for demi lavato. it's one of her fav singers.

i love and missers 2 of my friends a lot. 1. charlene 2. katie. not in any order just naming them. they are too awesome. i noticed i dont have a lot of friends. i mean i had people to talk to in high school thought they were friends. LIAR!!! right now i have charlene, katie, marie, sary, kris and her family, and other people im friends but not close with. and... i used to hang out with people now i dont hang out with anyone but thats my fault and will hopefully change that soon.

it's mothers day next month on the 10th. just ordered presents for my mom yesterday except one will take 2 to 4 weeks to come here so i got little things. i bought a mom bracelet with a heart and personalized card for my mommy from me. also bought my sister to give to my mom a shirt that says im too sexy to be called mom and she personalized a card as well. so yeah we will give her those gifts. and i got her a ring from me and my sister. it has me and my sisters birthstones and our names so she will have us where ever she goes. i found it out asked my sister if she wanted to be part of it.

i just uploaded a few new pictures/art i drew, painted and took a picture of.

this summer have no one to go to lbi with. my best friend is pregnant and i always go with her. next year shes going to come with her son. yAY! and maybe ill invite her fiance as well. so before june i am buying a digital camera to take lots of photos to share and for me to paint. im buying about 100 art canvases/boards to paint and draw on. i am buying oil and acrylic paints and other things i want to use. i am going to go all out. i will be taking pictures of sunsets at the bay and sunrises at the ocean. and my grandparents house where were staying on is literally right on the ocean. ill take a picture without zoom to show you how close we are. i still dont know what digtal camera to buy.

charlene's baby is coming i believe in july around the 19th. and charlene's birthday is may 16th. ill be going to her house and sleeping over first time in paterson. i have a bunch of birthday presents i want to buy. but im also asking her if theres anything she needs to keep that in mind since her and her man have a new home so if she needed like a new bathroom rug i could give that to her. charlene's going to be 21. so i might get like 21 birthday shirt. i was thinking of getting a shirt to say something like i am 7,000 days old today. lol she'd kill me but id so do it.

well thats my updates. xoxox

- catherine <3